I'm not freaking out... I PROMISE.
But I think I am.
Not really sure what to think and feel about this turning 30 business. It isn't really that old and EVERYONE says that 30 was the best year. It is more that this is a reflective time... where am I, who am I, what do I want to be, where will I be, where am I going...
I'm okay with turning 30,
I'M NOT OKAY WITH THE REFLECTING AND THE WHAT IS NEXT.
I'm one of those people that is constantly sure that I'm not on the right path.
I am always wondering what if I... chose the wrong job, house, car, outfit... where does that leave me.
That is a LOT for today...